Rukawa-zigui@bs

2010-08-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

080808, one of the very significant days in my life.
It has already been 2 years. During these 2years, there are ups and downs. I have been great and also, I have also have been a bastard toying with others and breaking some hearts. I seriously regretted what I have done and also tried to stop doing all these.
2years have already passed, I should have already forgotten about you, let go of you already and most importantly, stop loving you completely.
I have fulfilled what you wished for and I have done so with all my might, and how much my heart can bear. I am ready for other relationships, I've finally done it, I thought? But nothing proves that I was right, it was rather the otherwise. I guess, it is not i cant forget. It is just that i don't want to forget. Sorry.
Sometimes, now and then i still will think of you. We don't have much memories to talk about nor we really have any times we spent with each other to think about, so by right, there isn't much or even nothing to reminisce about, but i just cant deny the fact about what my mind is thinking.
Not being emotional, just expressing how i feel right now.
Take care.

2010-05-22T18:34:00.001+08:00

Hi again ! (: GreenMonster here . :D

He went bball again . -.- His test coming le lehs ! Still lazy study ! Pig hor? (:
Anyway , i dunt really know what to post la , so just short and simple .
BYE , LYL ♥.

2010-05-20T19:08:00.003+08:00

HI HI (: Im the GreenMonster ! Helping ZiGui to post yeah ! :D
HEHEHE ! That idiot ah , -.- His exam coming le? Still play basketball .
Lazy to study somemore . What a pig , HAHAHA ! But he is still my LongGan , my dear piggy . :>
Hope he wont come kill me after seeing this post ! Muahahaha . (:
LYL ♥.

2010-03-14T14:28:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-02T01:19:00.003+08:00

finally have finished my final exam. holidays till 20april i guess. hopefully, i will pass everything so i will not have to retake next year. saturday night, played mahjong till sunday afternoon. lost a lot of money, 1 time was because i zhahu, as i saw the 3 as 2, guess i was too sleepy. nevermind (:
looking for jobs during the holidays, intro anyone?
i'm also going overseas. but hongkong, taiwan or perth ?

2010-01-19T10:24:00.127+08:00

Day 5 & 6 .

2010-01-13T14:57:00.061+08:00

outside everland , theme park of seoul .
inside everland .

this ride is fucking scary and i almost died and vomitted when i came down . xiasuey . world largest elevation of 77degrees .

this ride , wtf scary like hell .

the bus driver luring the bears with bait , so they are standing up , how cute ~

retarded look + spec . eating the porkchop there (:

same as the one as singapore's snow city , just that it is higher .

the place decorated with chrismas trees , super nice :D

performers for christmas , a roadshow i think .

played a game in everland . in 30 seconds , must score 60 points to win a small soft toy . 70 points for a medium one . 140 for a super huge one . was to shoot basketball , 15 secs 2points . 15 secs 3 points . each game required 2000won which is singapore $2.50 roughly .1st time 38 . 2nd time 53 . 3rd time 57 . 4th time 58 . 5th time 63 . wtf , totally bluff money . spent 10000won to win a small soft toy which is around singapore $12 . should have bought a big one from the shop with the money . but nevermind , for the sake of playing and winning (:

branded goods street .

hei zhu rou ( black pig meat ? ) haha .

rental shop for renting of skiing costume for next day skiing session .
the ski resort room .

a map of the ski moutain .

taking the gondolas to the top of the ski moutain .

reached the top (:

lol , the kfc chicken there super nice and their chilli rocks .

Day 3 & day 4

2010-01-04T22:23:00.031+08:00

at the long tou yan . lol .

people in the past used to shit there , lmao .

went to play this car at the atv , super fun . lol can drift somemore , damn cool and thrilling (:

to the teddy bear musuem . haha .

at airport waiting for flight back to seoul from jeju (:

the strawberry farm , strawberries there are damn sweet uh , i ate strawberries almost everyday , haha .

dress up as emperor , lmao .

the fire fan .
just finished suana . the suana here in korea is much more bigger than the one at japan which i went to last time . the suana is divided into 2 parts , outdoor and indoor whereas you can swim from the indoor one to the outdoor one , which from hot becomes cold . then it is divided into 3 more sections , 1 is for naked woman only , 1 is for naked man only , 1 is for man and woman together with swimming trunks or costumes . so i went for the both man and woman one together with my friend , then we went to the naked man side , and they were like staring at us and we were like huh ? so then we realised they feel awkward that we are wearing something while they are exposed . so went to the correct one after that . then there was this naked uncle , he ran into our side naked with his toot dangling LOL , fucking funny . then was like all of us , including females looking at him , and he ran away . joke of the day lo , hahah .

at hotel before going to buy food at convenience store (:

there was light snow , but couldnt be seen clearly .

taken by aunt while eating ~
i have a big belly .

2010-01-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

i am lazy to upload the rest of the pics , blogger takes so long to upload . shall only upload when i am free , or bored .
well , went to meet shuyi in the afternoon to pass her $ for my colour contacts , purple and blue .
then to sembawang . slacked there , and went to play basketball at night . 1month never play ball already .
school is starting tomorrow once again . super tired of school , i dread school .
2009 passed really fast , cant remember what i did in that year . school will be damn stressed starting from tomorrow , as i've failed all my tests , then i will have to go for so many retests which will only be capped at 50% . and i wont be able to skip classes or school anymore , or will be expelled immediately , because of my attendance last month . tsk , really gotta catch up , which will be super difficult . regret skipping so many classes the last time .

Day 1 and 2 of korea .

2010-01-02T14:50:00.011+08:00

went for 8 days trip to korea . took like 1k plus pics . mostly scenery pics lur , some lashap one , anyhow take . these are just pics of day 1 & 2 . nothing much during these 2 days , will post the rest next time , too lazy . went with my 3 aunts , cousins didnt go , thought it will be super boring . but not what i expected , it was very fun though (: cause we were lucky that it snowed sometimes there (:
some pics arent uploaded to me laptop yet , as they were taken by the photographer which i do not know how to scan them in .

downstairs , before going airport .

at the airport .

at seoul aiport .

hotel toilet .

the palace .

went to dungdaemoon ( if spelt correctly) for shopping , but everything are winter wear which are not needed in singapore , so was basicall

2009-12-21T22:23:00.001+08:00

1040pm flight tomorrow to korea :D hope there will be snow , haha . will miss you people , takecare .

2009-12-19T05:06:00.002+08:00

common tests are over , 2 weeks hols now . i think i can only pass 1 & fail the rest .
today went haji lane , wanted sheesha ended up doing nothing because of wanzhen . bought biker jacket from revoltage for $100 and a top at fareast , heartpain . met janice & vanessa , then to sembawang . wc's house . left at 1130 . went gladys house , took my popeye she dabao-ed for me , & homed . thanks load mei :D
noone wants to club on sunday , how sad . sorry if i cant get tixs from you uh , aikiko .
tuesday 6pm flight , i think (:

2009-12-11T02:37:00.003+08:00

common tests next tuesday - friday ~
havent studied anything at all . planning to studying the module just the day before the paper for sratch , since i havent learnt anything from the start of school till now , kinda regret , but pointless talking about these .
18th dec , might be going sheesha with the class as it is end of commontests .
st.james at 20th nov . anyone interested ? shall get friends to accompany me , or who wants to ? i feel like going , as well as helping corrupt to buy tickets .
22th nov - 29th nov , going korea (:
janice is sick , hope she recover soon yea :D
aiai going off msia tomorrow , may she have fun there , and she gonna be missed (:
goodluck for laytin first day of work tomorrow , wuxim uh me , see rabbit !

2009-12-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

cut away my long hair ! long like fuck , jitao cut damn short . inner cut . pictures are below !
i find it is kinda wierd :X
if it stills stays on wierd-ing , i will cut mullet (:

find my eyes are to fucking big . how i wish i have eyes as small as the picture below .

2009-12-06T23:42:00.005+08:00

skipped school on friday . stayed over at sembawang , played games & watched soccer .
saturday , went gym with kunliang and yaorui . wencheng's house to watch soccer , chlesea lost to man city , damn .
me with wc ,
didnt really sleep for the 2 nights . toned there . today , super tired , slept from 8am till 11am . lunch with ppl , then basketball at cp . kana elbowed or hit on the face and my lips is kinda swollen :X
anw , happy 15th birthday aiai , may all wishes of yours come true . loves .

feel like quitting school , but it is like so dumb .

2009-12-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

school started at 8am . woke up at 11am . went school at 12 for thermo and ipc practical , practical lasted only 30mins (:
then bused home with jason and wanzhen . lunch with jason . then kpool to find eric , weilun cheehon and pearlin came after that . dinner with them with mango and 322 . billard with jiahua , and homed after that .
i said i will change and i will , stop suspecting anymore and trust me , pissed .

2009-12-03T01:04:00.002+08:00

late for IS class today , had test . then went kpool with jordan and homed after that . asked janice to meet but didnt get a reply , guess she doesnt want to . we have drifted like damn alot , that is how i feel , hope things get better for us . slept and went wencheng's house to slack at night . homed at 12+ .
anyway , happy birthday jacquelinetaylixia (:

2009-12-01T01:06:00.003+08:00

saturday ,
went msia with kl , wc and family . went there to pray and eat again . went back to that same restaurant that time when i went there . saw that same 15yr old cute waitress whom i asked for her email last time , LOL . then went jusco to shop . bought things and went to sbw mac to watch soccer till 1am & homed .
sunday ,
cammed with wife . dw show her face , airhole ! then went expo with kl , movin , km . saw xinny , then returned her the $ i owed her . then walked around . went to look at yaorui , edwin , chunsiang , boonping and boonjian work . then headed to orchard to have dinner and to wc house to watch soccer till 2am , then homed .
today ,
went school . classmates said long time never seen me . true enough , i havent gone to school for 2 weeks . :X commontests are 2 weeks away , yet i dontknow anything at all now . 3 weeks from now , overseas to korea . (: but i am afraid , because i dont do well for commontests , i will have no mood to go . try to catch up in these 2 weeks , but i guess it wont be enough at all . then counselling at night . and homed .
felicia going camp tmr , back on thursday . she will be missed . (:

2009-11-28T03:28:00.000+08:00

i promise i will change , i will not gamble anymore . i know my promises dont worth a cent anymore , give me time , i will use time and prove it to you . please dont treat me so coldly anymore .

Limzigui ,

2009-11-27T17:05:00.001+08:00

Hey. Cheerup, luvs. :D

i miss you .

2009-11-27T16:18:00.005+08:00

have found ways to clear my debts already . and i may start working really soon .
i swear to stop gambling already , and this time it is true . i have broken the hearts of many , i have lied to alot of people that i will stop , but i continue on , losing the trust of many . i broken my promises . this time , i swear and promise and i wont break it anymore .
your feelings for me faded , i feel that we have drifted . i dont really carry any hopes anymore , but i really do love you . perhaps we arent suitable . if that is so , then i hope we still can be friends if worse comes to worst . but if there is a chance , i wont give up , i will wait .
i miss you . it has been quite a while since i last saw you . i tell myself not to miss you , because a day not seeing you will mean a day nearer to the day that i will see you . hope to see you soon before i start working and get busy .
going malaysia tomorrow .
takecare people .

2009-11-25T18:28:00.003+08:00

school started from 8-12 today . went there to sleep , lol cause yesterday slept at 6am .
my attendance for school is already less than 50% , but i didnt recieve any warning letters . i guess i am gonna get expelled soon ?
homed at 1 & slept till 6 . current 6.30pm , perhaps going kpool for a few games of pool and billard .
shuyi is going msia , bon voyage (:

2009-11-25T05:03:00.004+08:00

today , went to find xinny at expo .
then to the buidling near expo to look for weilun .
owe money , need $ return debt . thanks xinny for lending me $50 . will return you soon . (:
beer garden with weilun , qinquan , jiahua , leon , aaron , aihui .
it's aihui's birthday , happy 16th birthday to aihui :D thanks aihui for treat too . (:
jon and belvia came .
aihui and leon went prawning and the rest of us headed to champion for a few rounds of billard and pool and homed at 12.

2009-11-23T02:13:00.004+08:00

farrer park to meet janice today . was kinda pissed at a moment , but i cant bear to get angry over her .
was stressed about sth ..... thanks for that hug (:
amk to meet cheehon and weilun . makan at xiaoS and went to yishun to meet kunliang , wencheng , yaorui , weihao for movie , 2012 .
it is touching , and really nice movie (:
then went 925 to makan and homed . tottenham 9-1 wigan -.- 2nd half score 8 balls .

not meant to be .

2009-11-22T02:27:00.002+08:00

today slacked around central . at night , went sbw watch soccer with people .
then homed . life's kinda boring nowadays .
janice lim tian yu , i am serious about you , i am not playing or joking with you , seriously .
although you said you have feelings for me , but i dont know why i just cant feel it . i feel that you dont like me .
perhaps we arent meant to be ?
not being emotional , just saying how i feel . hope you can find your mr right . & of course , i do hope it is me .
byebye .

2009-11-19T16:23:00.005+08:00

went for haircut yesterday . pictures below . then met janice . headed to chongpang with katrina to meet kunliang for nasi lemak . then went pub to sing and pool . then i went off after awhile , and alot of things happen , which idw to mention .

simply moodless .

2009-11-18T10:38:00.003+08:00

currently in school , and i am super bored . webcam , to take pictures of my hair . cause i think i'm having a haircut later , but i am not sure whether to cut anot , as i think hair is not bad lur .
nevermind , supposingly meeting janice , and she accompanying me for a haircut . but she's having a fever . hope she get well soon . loves<3

2009-11-17T19:29:00.002+08:00

fucking stressed , fucking fed up .
nobody understands , nobody understands me .
dont doubt the validity of my feelings .
i've already repeated it countless times , i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut and wont fucking explain or give a damn about it anymore .

2009-11-17T17:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday met lun , cheehon , junxuan , botak open acc for me .
headed down to zirca with lun , pearlin , joy & jasmin . but not to club , just sell tixs . saw alot familiar faces there , sold tixs to ryan and friends . then pearlin sold the guest list and cabbed down to amk kpool . then cabbed to cheehon house , gambled & lost $800 . then morning went 7-11 buy vodka , breezers , darnk smoked , then cabbed home . was planning to go to school , but goddamn tired . dk whether to head down to chalet later ?

2009-11-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

SHERYL TEO IS A FUCKING BITCH.
BITCH.
BITCH.
BITCH.

2009-11-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

slacking at central this weekend . nothing much to post , lazy ):
dyed my hair . pictures below .

2009-11-14T13:52:00.002+08:00

lose $150 soccer bet . fuck , shouldnt have continued when i won . but the feeling is , i just want to continue winning . have to pay $150 on monday , damn vexed , cause just 1 night $150 fly . AHH FUCK IT .
feel like betting again to win it back , but afraid that it is pointless , later lose more :X
how i wish janice's by my side . ):

2009-11-13T10:26:00.002+08:00

having lesson in lecture theatre now , long time never take pic le . haha :D
long time since i blogged . lazy to mention where i went this few days . basically , meeting janice (:
janicelimtianyu , iloveyou . hope we can be tgt soon .
& my pool skills is like damn lok now , have to play more lur .

2009-11-06T01:15:00.002+08:00

Firstly , happy birthday to yeaushuyi . (:

i havent been to school for the past 3 days & i think i wouldnt go to school later due to some !@#$%^&*() reasons . _|_
fever subsided , still on medication , stomachache though ):
school has started for 3 weeks which is 15days . and my attendance is only 7/15 . if i'm not wrong , i would be getting warning letters when i return to school next week . GG , goodgame .

2009-11-02T12:15:00.002+08:00

I am in school now . First time using phone to post .
School is fucking boring ! Feel like going home .

2009-11-01T02:19:00.001+08:00

have been slacking at sembawang these few days , that's all , (:

2009-10-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

just back from sebawang . basketball , volleyball at there in the afternoon with alot of people & there's shunteng training too , haha (:
qianwei won me abc , ahh disgrace . :X
watched man u vs liverpool at at sbw mac 10-12 . qh left early . woots liverpool won 2-0 (:
got 1 guy take the mac chair up , LOL . guess he is a man u supporter .
school tomorrow ! & tomorrow is only monday . i hate school , seriously . but cant skip anymore , last week 5days , skipped 3 days already -.-||| .
Olvls starting later :D
goodluck to everyone having O's !

2009-10-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

kpool with wenqian and shirley . then bugis with them .
saw xinny working , but she didnt see me , :X
dinner and homed , wanted wait for xinny to end work , but they need go home early . so went home lo (:
saw sharlene , wanyi , followed by erman jaslyn and yingzhong too . singapore is so small . haha (:
anw , sharlene becomes tanner .
shopped , makan , play , spent $16.70+$35+$25+$18+$53.40 on shopping , spent $7.50+$8 on eating , spent $14.80 on pool (:
total spendings of 178.40 , heart super pain :X

2009-10-24T00:48:00.003+08:00

didnt go school for 2 days , wednesday and thursday . so went on friday (:
now is 24th 0ctober !
happy birthday WEILUN . below .
dont call me gay for putting his picture up here .
he is a 10 years friend of mine already , from primary 1 till now .

and happy birthday to yihuai too , also another very long friend of mine . (:
may all wishes come true , and goodluck in studies .
bye !

Reality

2009-10-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

first day of school , one word - sucks . met katrina and went school with her , was late .
boring day , met wenqian after school to mambo but was full , bused to amk with katrina , went cb mart to makan , & to pris house to collect her heels . cabbed to kpool ,saw ronghui and weilun , played awhile with kat & proceeded to vland , and home .

2009-10-18T18:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday , kpool with ray , douglas , chenyi , wenqian & yanhua . played for almost 6 hours -.-
2 tables , almost $100 . sot la , play till headache . yanhua went for work , then the rest of us went to causeway to have dinner , and arcade . shopped around , and wenqian went home at 10 .
went outram park , went to drink . gambled and drink lo , long time since i drank , and was very seh , drank like around half a tower . played challenger table pool with people there , lol . win 3 lost 3 . somemore lost to the waitress , xiasuey lose girl :X lol , nevermind , haha .
cabbed to tamah jurong for prawning , and to s11 for makan . then back to amk . homed at 8am , slept till now, 6.30pm lur (:
school is really starting tomorrow , dont have the mood to study already sial , i hate school hate studying . why arent my hols same as sec/pri/jc hols ?

PLEASE re-add my msn , zigui.lim@live.com

2009-10-17T05:03:00.003+08:00

as i've mentioned before , some fucktard hacked my msn , sounds freaking lame i know -.- .
YES , AND I'VE CREATED A NEW EMAIL , PLEASE ADD ME UP AT zigui.lim@live.com .
please uh , i have no contacts at all now , lazy to add people :X
met wenqian and shirley at marsling . proceeded to old woodlands , checkpoint there for pool . saw fish , dion , boonping , jinqiang , liyan and chriscilia . saw adrain and theresa too . first time going there , got so many familiar faces (: chenyi came to join us too . played and left at 6 . my pool seriously sucks now , used to billard more already .
sembawang to find them and slack & makan , lazy to mention any more names . yea & that's all .
town tomorrow with colleagues , i feel like buying a leather jacket , but it's so freaking expensive & maybe not worthwhile as i dont use it often ? shall consider tomorrow :D

no life .

2009-10-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

FUCK , my msn kana hacked , confirm is some no life people -.- .
if anyone talking rot in there , please note that it is not me . thankyou very much .
have to recreate a new msn , sucks .

2009-10-09T15:12:00.006+08:00

was working for the past few 2 weeks :D
earned $950 in 13days .
october 6 ,
caught 4bia 2 with katrina and jocelyn . nice show (: pooled till midnight .
and anyway , is my hair that funny ? they were laughing at me almost the whole night -.-

october 7 ,
went to serangoon look for felicia , accompanied her to clinic to see doctor but closed . actually planned to study . lol , but she went to meet her friend instead -.- . okay , bused to central , meet people . billard and went with jianyue to eat at blk 338 . went lan with him and homed . i just knew he was aihui's bf , hahahah , what a small world isnt it ?(:

october 8 ,
went with aunts to joochiat to make specs and have dim sum . nice food (: made specs , a big one and a normal one . then met joyce at amk to go kpool . went fareast and back to amk . met xinny , pei her shop around for pigs ? then went pool with her , she is quite pro at pool anyway ^^ . and then homed . shuyi went to msia anyway , shall miss her !

MIA

2009-09-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

MIA

2009-09-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

yishun safra > khatib bb court > home .
went yishun safra today . went arcade play the ' catch softtoy ' . used only 1 try to catch a stich . means i used $1 to get a stich :D then i thought it was very easy . then spent around another $10 , catch nth -.-
then went khatib bb court , see kl wc qh wh , they all play , with qingde , russel , larry & co . super pro :X called yaorui to ask about man u score , & he said 3-3 . then suddenly the hdb flat , 2nd floor , got an uncle shout goal . jitao shout back to his flat & ask , man u or man city score . & yea , man u won 4-3 . wanted to bet de , but david didnt answer my call , if not i win some money already lo .

obssesed w you .

2009-09-20T00:31:00.003+08:00

went sbw to play ball with usual people . slacking most of the time , no mood to play .
played 3 point push up . lol , did 200+ push ups cause of the game , and still owing 500 . LOL :X
then went movin house to swim , play till kana a fucking deep cut on my finger , & it is super pain .
then reached home @ around 12.15am . wanted to go champion to find wanjing , xinny & yanqin & their friends ? but too late already , cab fare ex anyway . wanjing say wanna pay for me siol , LOL , but like xiaobainian . tomorrow my dk who wedding , need go buffet & dinner at night , so also gonna sleep early (:
+ idw xinny to see my retarded and dumbfuck hairstyle now , she will chuasai on the spot . LOL .
meetup next time after i get a proper haircut :D
yes , i like you , dont treat me so well anymore , dont give me the wrong idea . hais .

2009-09-19T03:06:00.004+08:00

slacked at amk with qq , jiahua , weilun , cass yap , kelvin . blahblah ...
currently on the phone with xinny , wanjing just kupped . more than 3hours of talking , bill bomb .
thanks to everyone . (:

Featuring BabyXiaoRu :D

waiting for her to go to japan before i sleep :D wuxim de me !

takecare of yourself in japan alrights , with many loves <3

2009-09-18T16:58:00.002+08:00

LimZiGui.
XiaoRu here. Credits to me that i have edited your layout.
Cheers for my master piece (:
Must appreciate hors.
Will miss you when i'm at japan.
Takecare and don't get yourself into any trouble.
Sign off
-babyxiaoru

hoping for a chance .

2009-09-18T03:52:00.004+08:00

woah , cant sleep once again . slept at 11pm , woke up at 3am ):
i cant sleep at night anymore , only can fall asleep in the morning , how sad .
need to chiong the whole morning till night playing , if not take sleeping pills to adjust back to normal lo . but i always wakeup at 4pm , which makes half the day gone .
AHH SHUCKS .
results are coming out later at 9am . hope i dont retain . if retain , tmr emo at home .

(EDITED)
woah , got my results ! all just pass , 50+ marks .
GPA is only 1.5/4 , which is super lousy .
but nevermind , at least i've passed , no need to retake . can liao , sastified (:

not fated to be .

2009-09-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

today whole day at home , keep sleeping . what a boring day man .

at least... i tried , then i understood , finally i knew .

2009-09-16T22:55:00.003+08:00

morning went 128 meet shuyi , wna pass ipod to her , but no bat liao .
then central meet weilun & david . ate , then went kpool .
went hub with them , tecksoon & alvin . then back to kpool billard with lun , ronghui & royce .
played with yeekhang too . went singapore pool buy geylang vs balestiar 3-0 , $5 , return $75 .
quite impossible , but just buy only , can win more money .
went tpy stadium with david watch soccer . -.- , the 1-0 only .
but nevermind , $5 nia .
i wna go gym , who wants to go , i am getting fat , like what sy said . -.-