not meant to be .

today slacked around central . at night , went sbw watch soccer with people .
then homed . life's kinda boring nowadays .
janice lim tian yu , i am serious about you , i am not playing or joking with you , seriously .
although you said you have feelings for me , but i dont know why i just cant feel it . i feel that you dont like me .
perhaps we arent meant to be ?
not being emotional , just saying how i feel . hope you can find your mr right . & of course , i do hope it is me .
byebye .

went for haircut yesterday . pictures below . then met janice . headed to chongpang with katrina to meet kunliang for nasi lemak . then went pub to sing and pool . then i went off after awhile , and alot of things happen , which idw to mention .

simply moodless .

currently in school , and i am super bored . webcam , to take pictures of my hair . cause i think i'm having a haircut later , but i am not sure whether to cut anot , as i think hair is not bad lur .
nevermind , supposingly meeting janice , and she accompanying me for a haircut . but she's having a fever . hope she get well soon . loves<3

fucking stressed , fucking fed up .
nobody understands , nobody understands me .
dont doubt the validity of my feelings .
i've already repeated it countless times , i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut and wont fucking explain or give a damn about it anymore .

yesterday met lun , cheehon , junxuan , botak open acc for me .
headed down to zirca with lun , pearlin , joy & jasmin . but not to club , just sell tixs . saw alot familiar faces there , sold tixs to ryan and friends . then pearlin sold the guest list and cabbed down to amk kpool . then cabbed to cheehon house , gambled & lost $800 . then morning went 7-11 buy vodka , breezers , darnk smoked , then cabbed home . was planning to go to school , but goddamn tired . dk whether to head down to chalet later ?

SHERYL TEO IS A FUCKING BITCH.
BITCH.
BITCH.
BITCH.

slacking at central this weekend . nothing much to post , lazy ):
dyed my hair . pictures below .

lose $150 soccer bet . fuck , shouldnt have continued when i won . but the feeling is , i just want to continue winning . have to pay $150 on monday , damn vexed , cause just 1 night $150 fly . AHH FUCK IT .
feel like betting again to win it back , but afraid that it is pointless , later lose more :X
how i wish janice's by my side . ):

having lesson in lecture theatre now , long time never take pic le . haha :D
long time since i blogged . lazy to mention where i went this few days . basically , meeting janice (:
janicelimtianyu , iloveyou . hope we can be tgt soon .
& my pool skills is like damn lok now , have to play more lur .

Firstly , happy birthday to yeaushuyi . (:

i havent been to school for the past 3 days & i think i wouldnt go to school later due to some !@#$%^&*() reasons . _|_
fever subsided , still on medication , stomachache though ):
school has started for 3 weeks which is 15days . and my attendance is only 7/15 . if i'm not wrong , i would be getting warning letters when i return to school next week . GG , goodgame .

I am in school now . First time using phone to post .
School is fucking boring ! Feel like going home .

have been slacking at sembawang these few days , that's all , (:

just back from sebawang . basketball , volleyball at there in the afternoon with alot of people & there's shunteng training too , haha (:
qianwei won me abc , ahh disgrace . :X
watched man u vs liverpool at at sbw mac 10-12 . qh left early . woots liverpool won 2-0 (:
got 1 guy take the mac chair up , LOL . guess he is a man u supporter .
school tomorrow ! & tomorrow is only monday . i hate school , seriously . but cant skip anymore , last week 5days , skipped 3 days already -.-||| .
Olvls starting later :D
goodluck to everyone having O's !

kpool with wenqian and shirley . then bugis with them .
saw xinny working , but she didnt see me , :X
dinner and homed , wanted wait for xinny to end work , but they need go home early . so went home lo (:
saw sharlene , wanyi , followed by erman jaslyn and yingzhong too . singapore is so small . haha (:
anw , sharlene becomes tanner .
shopped , makan , play , spent $16.70+$35+$25+$18+$53.40 on shopping , spent $7.50+$8 on eating , spent $14.80 on pool (:
total spendings of 178.40 , heart super pain :X

didnt go school for 2 days , wednesday and thursday . so went on friday (:
now is 24th 0ctober !
happy birthday WEILUN . below .
dont call me gay for putting his picture up here .
he is a 10 years friend of mine already , from primary 1 till now .

and happy birthday to yihuai too , also another very long friend of mine . (:
may all wishes come true , and goodluck in studies .
bye !

Reality

first day of school , one word - sucks . met katrina and went school with her , was late .
boring day , met wenqian after school to mambo but was full , bused to amk with katrina , went cb mart to makan , & to pris house to collect her heels . cabbed to kpool ,saw ronghui and weilun , played awhile with kat & proceeded to vland , and home .

yesterday , kpool with ray , douglas , chenyi , wenqian & yanhua . played for almost 6 hours -.-
2 tables , almost $100 . sot la , play till headache . yanhua went for work , then the rest of us went to causeway to have dinner , and arcade . shopped around , and wenqian went home at 10 .
went outram park , went to drink . gambled and drink lo , long time since i drank , and was very seh , drank like around half a tower . played challenger table pool with people there , lol . win 3 lost 3 . somemore lost to the waitress , xiasuey lose girl :X lol , nevermind , haha .
cabbed to tamah jurong for prawning , and to s11 for makan . then back to amk . homed at 8am , slept till now, 6.30pm lur (:
school is really starting tomorrow , dont have the mood to study already sial , i hate school hate studying . why arent my hols same as sec/pri/jc hols ?

PLEASE re-add my msn , zigui.lim@live.com

as i've mentioned before , some fucktard hacked my msn , sounds freaking lame i know -.- .
YES , AND I'VE CREATED A NEW EMAIL , PLEASE ADD ME UP AT zigui.lim@live.com .
please uh , i have no contacts at all now , lazy to add people :X
met wenqian and shirley at marsling . proceeded to old woodlands , checkpoint there for pool . saw fish , dion , boonping , jinqiang , liyan and chriscilia . saw adrain and theresa too . first time going there , got so many familiar faces (: chenyi came to join us too . played and left at 6 . my pool seriously sucks now , used to billard more already .
sembawang to find them and slack & makan , lazy to mention any more names . yea & that's all .
town tomorrow with colleagues , i feel like buying a leather jacket , but it's so freaking expensive & maybe not worthwhile as i dont use it often ? shall consider tomorrow :D

no life .

FUCK , my msn kana hacked , confirm is some no life people -.- .
if anyone talking rot in there , please note that it is not me . thankyou very much .
have to recreate a new msn , sucks .

was working for the past few 2 weeks :D
earned $950 in 13days .
october 6 ,
caught 4bia 2 with katrina and jocelyn . nice show (: pooled till midnight .
and anyway , is my hair that funny ? they were laughing at me almost the whole night -.-


october 7 ,
went to serangoon look for felicia , accompanied her to clinic to see doctor but closed . actually planned to study . lol , but she went to meet her friend instead -.- . okay , bused to central , meet people . billard and went with jianyue to eat at blk 338 . went lan with him and homed . i just knew he was aihui's bf , hahahah , what a small world isnt it ?(:

october 8 ,
went with aunts to joochiat to make specs and have dim sum . nice food (: made specs , a big one and a normal one . then met joyce at amk to go kpool . went fareast and back to amk . met xinny , pei her shop around for pigs ? then went pool with her , she is quite pro at pool anyway ^^ . and then homed . shuyi went to msia anyway , shall miss her !

MIA

MIA

yishun safra > khatib bb court > home .
went yishun safra today . went arcade play the ' catch softtoy ' . used only 1 try to catch a stich . means i used $1 to get a stich :D then i thought it was very easy . then spent around another $10 , catch nth -.-
then went khatib bb court , see kl wc qh wh , they all play , with qingde , russel , larry & co . super pro :X called yaorui to ask about man u score , & he said 3-3 . then suddenly the hdb flat , 2nd floor , got an uncle shout goal . jitao shout back to his flat & ask , man u or man city score . & yea , man u won 4-3 . wanted to bet de , but david didnt answer my call , if not i win some money already lo .

obssesed w you .

went sbw to play ball with usual people . slacking most of the time , no mood to play .
played 3 point push up . lol , did 200+ push ups cause of the game , and still owing 500 . LOL :X
then went movin house to swim , play till kana a fucking deep cut on my finger , & it is super pain .
then reached home @ around 12.15am . wanted to go champion to find wanjing , xinny & yanqin & their friends ? but too late already , cab fare ex anyway . wanjing say wanna pay for me siol , LOL , but like xiaobainian . tomorrow my dk who wedding , need go buffet & dinner at night , so also gonna sleep early (:
+ idw xinny to see my retarded and dumbfuck hairstyle now , she will chuasai on the spot . LOL .
meetup next time after i get a proper haircut :D
yes , i like you , dont treat me so well anymore , dont give me the wrong idea . hais .

slacked at amk with qq , jiahua , weilun , cass yap , kelvin . blahblah ...
currently on the phone with xinny , wanjing just kupped . more than 3hours of talking , bill bomb .
thanks to everyone . (:

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waiting for her to go to japan before i sleep :D wuxim de me !

takecare of yourself in japan alrights , with many loves <3

LimZiGui.
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Cheers for my master piece (:
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Will miss you when i'm at japan.
Takecare and don't get yourself into any trouble.
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hoping for a chance .

woah , cant sleep once again . slept at 11pm , woke up at 3am ):
i cant sleep at night anymore , only can fall asleep in the morning , how sad .
need to chiong the whole morning till night playing , if not take sleeping pills to adjust back to normal lo . but i always wakeup at 4pm , which makes half the day gone .
AHH SHUCKS .
results are coming out later at 9am . hope i dont retain . if retain , tmr emo at home .


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woah , got my results ! all just pass , 50+ marks .
GPA is only 1.5/4 , which is super lousy .
but nevermind , at least i've passed , no need to retake . can liao , sastified (:

not fated to be .

today whole day at home , keep sleeping . what a boring day man .


at least... i tried , then i understood , finally i knew .

morning went 128 meet shuyi , wna pass ipod to her , but no bat liao .
then central meet weilun & david . ate , then went kpool .
went hub with them , tecksoon & alvin . then back to kpool billard with lun , ronghui & royce .
played with yeekhang too . went singapore pool buy geylang vs balestiar 3-0 , $5 , return $75 .
quite impossible , but just buy only , can win more money .
went tpy stadium with david watch soccer . -.- , the 1-0 only .
but nevermind , $5 nia .
i wna go gym , who wants to go , i am getting fat , like what sy said . -.-